being a pc is horrible.
i guess i did alright.
except for the first command.
shiat.
i was giving out cold sweat.
my legs were shaky.
i almost wanted to cry.
haha.
well.its over now.
the big thing up next is the play TONIGHT!
tonight yes tonight!

so exciting!
screams
especially in the dressing rm part.
taking photos
playing heart attack.
listening to laurie's hilarious
talking.
the value pack
and the BIG MAC.
and talking chinese.
heehee.
sandra and i did this oral thing.
and we couldnt stop laughing.
hope we play again tonight!

the rehearsal was so screwed.
ppl not in scenes.
ppl not doing what they are suppose to do.
sigh.

ooh.i so cant wait!
off i go.
to bathe and then to church.
TATAS. sjv rehearsal on sunday was so much fun.

full-dress rehearsal.
spring dance practice.
lunching and dinnered together.
photo-whoring.
(:

wellwellwell.
that josh-bro-look-a-like photographer
didnt come to us to take a picture
wad a meanie!

oh.and it was SANDRA'S B'DAE TOO!
HAPPY B'DAE SANDRA!
HAPPY B'DAE JANICE!
oh.yes.i can wait for tonight's rehearsal.

PICTURES!
____________









birthday girl.










me and janice.











my first ever picture with laurie!
:D










us!









becky and ashvin.
cuteness!
_____________________
BTW.school still stinks!
and i hate people who's
so hungry for leadership
and to take over.
you watch out ah ebby!
purposely asked me to say prayer
so that maybe he can be pc.
not a chance.
i can do it.
he's so worried i cant shout or something.
something fishy's going on.
what an ugly arse! hello yello.

school's one boring thing.
so left out.
):
i sit next to shanny.
hope that'll help
me push up my grades.
stupid ppl.
got ncc.dun wanna come.
only 8 ppl turn up.
this friday's ncc day.
i'm the parade commander.
i'm scared.
what if people laugh at me?
what if i made a mistake?
what if i laugh half way?
what if i forgot the command?
what if i forgot the pledge?
what if..what if!
BOOHOO!
this suck ah!
the seniors also not joining us
nor training us anymore.
TSK.


then my parent dun sound and look happy
when i told them that i got rehearsal on thur and fri
and havta skip sch.
DAMNDAMN!
_____________________________
please people!
come for THE CURE!
30june/1july
8pm
victoria theatre
20/22bucks!

oh pls come and watch us
we need yr support.
and truthfully this play
is worth it!
SO COME!
(: I SAW
NORFI
TODAY!
AND I'M
F-ING
HAPPY
<3

oh.i went sch early in the morn'
to see keh.
but he not there lah.
talked to tom.
haha.
HE's FUNNAYE!
i would never ever imagine him being my teacher.
daryl going to iscep.
me and ahteck going aussie.
sea sortie trip.

actually.i was the CHOSEN 1
alright!
but there was no female t'cher
going.thats why i'm OUT.
so fcuking unfair.
but i'm happy.i was
the chosen 1.
make friends with s.guard.
ate 2 biscuits.
saw mr z.
he asked me to do
a powerpoint presentation
bout mt ophir.
guess.i better get started now.
well hello EVERYONE!

its been super.
well here goes.

holidaying in KL.
a little bored w/o marcus.
he missed so much.
massive shopping done.
-2 pretty white skirts
-5 shirts
-1 sports bra.
-a story book.
-an archie comic.
-a bop magazine
-loads of BUBBLE GUM for parables!
and small lil' things like
-she's the man dvd
-superman plasters.
hurhur :D

actually.my mum paid for most of them.
[:
she also bought herself lots of clothes.
and a wig?!
can you believe it.
gosh.
tell you a lil' secret.
it looks terrible on her!

sjv rehearsal.
i was a total piece of lost shit.
didnt come for the last 3-4 rehearsals.
gawdd.
):
trying hard and improving!
PLAY
30th june/st july
8pm/3pm;8pm
victoria theathre
20/22 bucks

catechism ppl all went sentosa for bbq alr.
my mum din let me.
i so wanna go okayy!
hmph. hey everyone.
going malaysia today.
with mum and dad.
back in 3 days time.
bye sweets!


NORFI.
I MISS YOU!

PARABLES.
LOVE YOU!
<3













































feast day.theres more coming up.
SOON. dang it!

mt ophir.
here i come.
SOON
enough.

i promise god
that i will do everything
without regret.
and to the fullest.
so.this is what i'm gonna do!
:D

look forward to it!
i nvr know whats in store what me.
when i go to
amoy quee camp in half an hours time.

i have not fully packed yet.
nor have i bathe.
i'm so afraid.
what if i'm the only girl there.
gotta be so lonely.
AWW.
something goods gonna bound to happen.
(:
hopefully.

and thanks josh for the message.
(:


see you people on the 17th i guess.
MT OPHIR.HERE I COME!
HURHUR!

i promise myself it'll be great!
yay me! whew.
spec course finally over.
i'm just so relieved.
oh.i wishwishwishwishwish
that i can get 2nd sergeant rank?

i'm in platoon 6.
our course consisted of
sea and land[central] cadets.

it was complete madness.
the girls bunk is like in the other block.
4th floor somemore.
steps are so high and steep
no.4 boots so heavy.
halfway can pengsan man.
so chaotic.
we had talks
trainfire
loading,unloading
stripping,esembling
...
and
GENERAL SPECIALIST KNOWLEDGE
test on the first day.
oh.ok.hear this.
i <3 this part.
the whole camp/course part i loved was the
bathing and sleeping part.
it was *whistle i tell you.
shiokness.
the water was like WHOO!
the bed was like WHOO!
it was bunk beds.and i slept on TOP!
surprised it didnt collapsed.
and there was fan near me you see.
no wonder i feel asleep so fast.
maybe because i was too tired.
hurhur. X)

we had to wake up at 5.30am
it was TOO EARLY for me.
no physical training.whew.thank goodness.
had uniform check.
some kena send home cos of
their behaviour.
like ebby luh.
too bad for him.
peewheew.we smell like
junks of shit.so awful.
cos we had to wear no.4 AGAIN.
and it stinks so so very terribly.
):
talk.
IFC.-
judging distance
field signals
...
it was easy.HAH.

then there was lunch.
and there was CHOCOLATO CAK-EY!
:DDD
changed to no.3
AAC.
GRADUATION CEREMONY.
( i was looking forward to that!)
then go bunks take barangbarang.
give certs.
HOME SWEET HOME!!
YAY!

damn.
mine name was spelled wrongly.
had to stay back.
wtf.
my mum was waiting for me already luh.
1hr ago somemore.
:[

oh.and the meals,
i had to comment
is kinda nice.
YUMMALICIOUS! oh gawd!

there's camp tmr.
2days 1 night.
i am so not looking forward to it.
land module spec course.
plsplspls.
can dun go not!
i'm so afraid.
its gonna be super tough i bet!

seeya. i as usual
woke up late again ah.
for this ncc training.
well sorta like a training.

had to teach the command and thing thing
in front of tom and the part Cs.
yesyes.
i pass luh!
heehee.
i crossed my dear little fingers!
oh yes.i pass.
so no need to come bk tmr for retest.
and guess what.
i didnt even studied for it.
not study study.

then went to ncc rm
to take mass tins from jin ting.
for mt ophir next week.
(:

was late for rehearsal also.
cause i reached home at 1.30pm
rehearse abit.
then went homr.
gonna get ready for tuition!
)))))))))))))))))):
then later attending mass with cath class mates!

. mymymy.
the bbq ytd was so much fun.

in the beginning.
it was so gloomy
and rainy.
so dull and grey.
):
we thought there wouldnt be anymore bbq.
we thought wrong.

ok.i went there with faith,dora,aaron,ken and ben.
we played the lame games again.
guess we were the loudest and noisiest in the bus!

reached there.
rent those
cutecute two seater bikes.
rode with ken.
it was so so hilarious.
it was so hard to ride together!
we had big troubles.
haha.

we went to eat at MCs.
since we were so hungry!

rode more.
went to the slope.
ride down.
again and again and again.
fun luh.
i was so dirty.
yuckk.

we went
photo-whoring
once again.
taking pictures on the big rock thing.

played captains ball.
the gurls won.
of course!

the rest left home first.
i left half an hour later
with dom,moses and brad.
those crappers!
ate bubble gum!

slept on the whole journey home.
SHACKED-NESS
I TELL YOU! OH.I'M BACK.
from camp.
was a blast.

so much of reflection and
stuffs.
not that much games.
it was still fun though.
got to spent time with god.
:D

SPIRITUAl 6

consisted of
me
enid
dorothy
aaron
thaddeus
augustine.

we didnt win a single thing in camp.
):
but we tried our best.
guess we aren that great.
TSKTSK.

times at the girls bunk were
MEMORABLE.
so crappy and funny and all.
HAHA.
playing uno.
throwing stuffed toys.
singing.
sleeping.
...
oh.and i brought my green cat.
(:
i kinda miss it now.


and lunching at loykee was FUN!
with
enid.amelia.gen.bel.dot.faith.
we played all the lame games.
haha.
then we saw mag.and asked her to join us.
we LAUGHLAUGH LAUGH
so loud
that the customers were complaining.
haha.
and i still dun get the
BANGBANG thing.
):
ohwells.

i thought i had tuition today.
but that teacher of mine havent
turn up yet.
guess it means i dun have,
YAY!
I HATE TUITIONS! ARGH.
life hasnt been going too well for me.
well.at least not now.
family problems.
oh gosh.depression.
sad.shock.misery.
TSKTSK.

and camp is TOMORROW.
i dun even have the mood.
even though days ago i was overly
excited and rejoicing.
uh uh.i dun think so now.
):

back on monday sweets!
much loves to ALL <3<3

NORFI AND RAS.
I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE F!

haha.you cant believe it.
but yes.
i slept at 5am then woke up late
for ncc training.
and still,my tooth hurts badly.
they didnt even tell me that i was the OIC.
until i got there.
they began.
"haha.joscelyn OIC still can be late"

we played captains ball.
floorball.
and this obstacle course which was
UBER UBER FUN!
i hurt my hand though.
during the army crawl.

drills which was totally slackin.
cos we ourselves also not sure of the command.
and debrief that was not debrief.

after training,
sir tom hold us up.
told us bout this overseas trip thing.
which i think will not be easy if
you are qualified to go
and spec course.
we had to learn lots of stuffs.
its on the 9,10june.
overnight camp.
bet its gonna be tough.
aah! ]:
and lots and lots of things..
it was rather boring too.
he talking.i yawn endlessly.
TSKTSK.haha
went plaza for lunch with ebby,daryl,teck and hadi.
raining heavily.
had to walk in the rain luh.
):

went home.
was so shacked that i slept for half an hour.
overslept.oops.bathe
late for meeting.

followed them for dinner
but i nvr eat anything.
no money.
i spent it on a bubble skirt.
heeeeheeeeez.

somemore going for breakfast before camp and to seoul garden
after camp.
where got enough??




i have no idea what's up with my dad.
blardyy!
turned into a monster overnight!?
RAHH!